Dropping into deep oceon

I'm really really upset...
No one can understand how important it means to me!
I'm tired in living the life for you..
To be frank..i think i am filial piety enough..i do everything for you..
why can't you see it or even feel a little bit ..
For you...all of these are for my own good!
For me... all of these are for your own good!
I have already thrown away what kind of life tat i wanna live...
I can't even cry in front of you???
Tearing is illegal in your principles in your law ?
What the hell"!!!!
i can feel that my world is grey in colour..
how can i continue my smile????
it's so cruel man ...it's so grievance!!!!!!!
TT

520

520 r combining by such three beautiful numbers !
it's alright for me that i can only stay at home alone during the day!
when you r alone.. during meaningful days..you start thinking of someone!
someone that has hidden inside your deep heart for a long time!
it's sad ? nope..it's warm...that thr's someone you can miss n think of!
although you 're alone..actually you r not alone!

Miracle

I can't believe it!!
My dream has come true..!!oh no..
it's unbelievable..
hahaha
God..thank you for hearing me..
I'm so appreciated..
I'll do it well ..
It's absolutely fantastic!!
hehehe

My hope!

I have been waiting for this chance since i was young!
Pls...Let me try once!
I really dun wanna miss this opportunity to make myself regret!
I know if i miss it i will not have any chance anymore!
I really wish my dream will come true..
I have the only hope!
God..show me the way..pls!